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California girl at heart. Chicago girl at the moment. Waiting, waiting, waiting. Blinded by her dreams, trying to feel her way through life.

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  1. Going out on finals night?? We will see how this goes…. I have a feeling this might be regretted…. Well, isn’t college for learning lessons anyway??

    Going out on finals night??

    We will see how this goes….

    I have a feeling this might be regretted….

    Well, isn’t college for learning lessons anyway??

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  2. Dear Brain, please shut off..

    Graduated High School.
    Smoked cigarettes.
    Got so drunk you passed out.
    Rode every ride at an amusement park.
    Collected something really stupid.
    Gone to a rock concert.
    Helped someone.
    Gone fishing.
    Watched four movies in one night.
    Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
    Lied to someone.
    Snorted cocaine.
    Failed a class.
    Smoked weed.
    Dealt drugs.
    Taken a college level course.
    Been in a car accident.
    Been in a tornado.
    Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
    Watched someone die.
    Been to a funeral.
    Burned yourself    . (accidentally)
    Ran a marathon.
    Your parents got divorced.
    Cried yourself to sleep.
    Spent over $200 in one day.
    Flown on a plane.
    Cheated on someone.
    Been cheated on.
    Written a 10 page letter.
    Gone skiing.
    Been sailing.
    Cut yourself.
    Had a best friend.
    Lost someone you loved.
    Shoplifted something.
    Been to jail.
    Had detention.
    Skipped school.
    Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
    Stolen books from the library    .
    Gone to a different country.
    Dropped out of school.
    Been in a mental hospital.
    Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
    Had an online diary.
    Fired a gun.
    Gambled in a casino.
    Had a yard sale.
    And a lemonade stand.
    Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
    Been in a school play.
    Been fired from a job.
    Taken a lie detector test.
    Swam with dolphins.
    Gone to sea world.
    Attempted suicide.
    Voted for an idol or reality show.
    Written poetry.
    Read more than 20 books a year.
    Gone to Europe.
    Loved someone you couldn’t have.
    Wondered about your sexuality.
    Used a coloring book over age 12.
    Had surgery.
    Had stitches.
    Taken a taxi.
    Seen the Washington Monument.
    Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
    Overdosed.
    Had a drug or alcohol problem.
    Been in a fist fight.
    Suffered any form of abuse.
    Had a hamster.
    Petted a wild animal.
    Used a credit card.
    Gone surfing in California. Hawaii?
    Did “spirit day” at school.
    Dyed your hair.
    Got a tattoo.
    Had something pierced.
    Got straight A’s.
    Been on the Honor Roll.
    Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
    Taken pictures with a webcam.
    Started a fire.
    Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
    Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

  3. fuckyeahfoblyrics: alettertokatie: Happy one-year anniversary Folie a Deux. You’ve brought me a year of happiness and good memories and amazing lyrics.

    fuckyeahfoblyrics:

    alettertokatie:

    Happy one-year anniversary Folie a Deux.

    You’ve brought me a year of happiness and good memories and amazing lyrics.

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  4. "Alright. Every band always tells your to raise your middle finger, for fuck this, fuck that. But we think that’s boring. We want you to hold up your ring finger, because there is someone out there in this world that wants to sleep next to you every night."

    - Patrick Stump
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  5. remembermeas: recreant: danielfaraday:revolutions:(via kittylitter) :( oh wow i would actually go to this if all they were playing were the almost here songs lol. roadtrip or something ikr. Fuck, I really wish I lived in Chicago. Maybe I’ll just have to plan a trip there to visit Lauren and then we can go together. And Lily would come with us too. Of course, The metro is crazily close to my dorm, and just about any other weekend I would be able to pop on over there and go to this show, but it is my little cousin Meredith’s Bat Mitzvah on the 6th!!!! Damn!

    remembermeas:

    recreant:

    danielfaraday:revolutions:(via kittylitter)

    :(

    oh wow i would actually go to this if all they were playing were the almost here songs lol. roadtrip or something

    ikr.

    Fuck, I really wish I lived in Chicago. Maybe I’ll just have to plan a trip there to visit Lauren and then we can go together. And Lily would come with us too.

    Of course, The metro is crazily close to my dorm, and just about any other weekend I would be able to pop on over there and go to this show, but it is my little cousin Meredith’s Bat Mitzvah on the 6th!!!! Damn!

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  6. tl;dr

    ahomeboyslife:

    “It’s like I have a loaded gun in my mouth and my finger’s on the trigger, and I like the taste of the gunmetal.” robert downey jr.

    for what feels like forever fall out boy has been my therapy. i dont know what it was before that. but it was a part of everything i felt. i know i might not have smiled or talked at meet and greets from time to time. sometimes we had flown in at 5 am or i was sick or had something going on. sometimes i felt shy. sometimes just a bit off. most times i assume people dislike me when i meet them so i dont really talk a whole lot. but every single night on that stage is where i left everything that was twisted up inside my stomach. every single wish. everything. all of the big blackness poured out in sweat, words, screams. and i have to admit i let the fame bug crawl inside me and turn me into mr. hyde for a minute. but i was off of that a long time before anyone thinks i was- in fact all of “ioh” is about being off of it. unfortunately it is something like pandoras box and once you open it- it cant be shut again. and i wish it could more than anybody. if you are a fan of mine please dont vote for me in those stupid polls or anything that doesnt have to do with something i feel passionate about. even that being said. even pretty much going out every night thinking the whole front row of the audience hated me. it felt like going from hulk hogan to sid justice, or whatever his name was. but it still was therapy. and i felt a connection. i felt like a real human. im not the greatest one on one. actually i am probably one of the worst. i dont like to talk or at least i keep whatever i am thinking bottled up. i guess this is me saying thank you for giving that to me. i dont think i can say it enough.

    without it now i feel like i am unravelling. and i the reason for the robert downey jr. quote is ive read in interviews that he turned to physical activities and martial arts as a form of therapy. and i guess thats where i get my therapy now that fob is gone. i get it from running and yoga. its bringing me to a better place in my head. no real reason to write this- except to say: you guys were real. you guys are real. pretty rare these days.

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  7. Today,

    Is going to be a good day, I promise I promise I promise you, self.

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  8. remembermeas:

    prettypinkshoes:

    My heart, it hurts.

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  9. Empty.

  10. remembermeas: Dear Lauren, I hope you’re still alive and that beast of a jacket you have is keeping you warm. Love, Me. Ps. What day do you get back? I miss you! Ahaha thanks Dez!! :D It was freaking freezing that day!! It was 2 degrees on my way to class, and the highest I noticed was 8!! But my winter coat is amazingggg and its not as terrible (so far) as I was expecting, but we’ll see how I feel in a few months. :P And, I know I told you already, but I get back the 19th! Whooo!!!! :D

    remembermeas:

    Dear Lauren,

    I hope you’re still alive and that beast of a jacket you have is keeping you warm.

    Love,

    Me.

    Ps. What day do you get back? I miss you!

    Ahaha thanks Dez!! :D It was freaking freezing that day!! It was 2 degrees on my way to class, and the highest I noticed was 8!! But my winter coat is amazingggg and its not as terrible (so far) as I was expecting, but we’ll see how I feel in a few months. :P

    And, I know I told you already, but I get back the 19th! Whooo!!!! :D

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